This is a poem that a friend sent me and it has really helped me. I still can't read it without a tear rolling down my cheek.
What Makes a Mother?
It really states how I feel. I am a mother, my child is not with me, not yet. I have one in heaven. I do love her so much. I can now look at her picture and smile. I am so glad that we got to hold her. It is amazing that you fall instantly in love, even when you cannot bring them home. I know that one day I will bring a child home. I hope it is one day soon. John and I are good parents. I know that we are.